Everything is pointing towards prayer and preparation in my life right now.  I know God wants me to come and find that space with him.  Why is it that I’m so hesitant to do what he wants and ultimately what I want to.  I guess its just because I’m apprehensive about having intimacy.  But why would I be that way?  This person , this God, is perfect.  I need to have the faith that he will be gentle and that I will be ultimately be so much better after.  God, I love you, I’m coming for you and we are gonna get this right.